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WTF???
Dec. 3rd, 2009 | 07:59 pm
mood: 
annoyed
Hmmm ..my horoscope for the day...
[[LE0]]--At this time you are more temperamental, impassioned and inclined to act on the dictates of emotion and desire rather than reason. Minor annoyances and others' idiosyncrasies aggravate you more than usual. You are in a fighting mood. Your relationships with your family and the women you are closest to, are likely to be stormy..
couldn't agree more...grrr..im so [[irritated, annoyed, pissed, angry, frustrated]] right now, it's not even funny..i don't know why, but my mom has a way of pushing all the wrong buttons sometimes...
and to make things worse, whenever i want to speak up and say something back to her, here comes my stupid-ass, nosy, "i think i'm perfect and i'm better than you" YOUNGER sister..putting her two cents in where no one asked her...ugh...
i think i'll just stay in my room for the rest of the night..draw, watch tv..listen to music..anything..
the weekend can't come soon enough..i can't wait to get the hell away from here for a while..
[[LE0]]--At this time you are more temperamental, impassioned and inclined to act on the dictates of emotion and desire rather than reason. Minor annoyances and others' idiosyncrasies aggravate you more than usual. You are in a fighting mood. Your relationships with your family and the women you are closest to, are likely to be stormy..
couldn't agree more...grrr..im so [[irritated, annoyed, pissed, angry, frustrated]] right now, it's not even funny..i don't know why, but my mom has a way of pushing all the wrong buttons sometimes...
and to make things worse, whenever i want to speak up and say something back to her, here comes my stupid-ass, nosy, "i think i'm perfect and i'm better than you" YOUNGER sister..putting her two cents in where no one asked her...ugh...
i think i'll just stay in my room for the rest of the night..draw, watch tv..listen to music..anything..
the weekend can't come soon enough..i can't wait to get the hell away from here for a while..
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Writer's Block: Green-eyed monster
Nov. 18th, 2009 | 02:48 pm
mood: 
chipper
Lmfao! this is a funny question..OF COURSE i would be mad if my bf told me that! it doesn't matter if the person is a celebrity or not..if we're together, why the hell would i wanna hear him tell me he would sleep with someone else?!?!?! And if the situation were reversed..HA!!! he would be equally as mad! Cuz of course, i'd say VIN DIESEL! And i already know he feels about that...lol =]
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Writer's Block: Chemistry test
Nov. 18th, 2009 | 02:38 pm
mood: 
thoughtful
Oh yes it has. As childish as it sounds, i've always believed that there's that perfect guy out there..and by perfect, i don't mean the usual heartthrob in all the chick flicks. i mean perfect for me. A normal guy that loves me for me, that knows he wants to be with me and doesn't play games. But now, i doubt if that guy really exists. Through the years i've come to believe that there is no good guy, because in the end, they're all the same..
I don't think we're "constrained", but i also don't think we can teach ourselves to want a certain type of person. You don't really get to choose who you like, it just happens..
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Writer's Block: Raincheck!
Nov. 18th, 2009 | 02:12 pm
Hmm..that's a good question. If my best friend was cheated on, i would be mad and hurt for her. My friend is a tough chick, and i know if she ever decided to forgive a cheater, it's something she's given alot of thought to...therefore, if she can forgive him, so can i. HELL YES it would be difficult to spend time with them together, but in the end, she's my friend, and if she's happy, then i'm happy for her. I wouldn't stop coming around just because i had to see him too...
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Writer's Block: Present Perfect
Nov. 18th, 2009 | 02:02 pm
mood: reminiscing
What’s the best Christmas gift you’ve ever received? Sponsored by Best Buy. Find holiday gifts for everyone on your list. |
"Will you marry me?" <----early christmas morning..still in my pj's..in front of his fam :)
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Writer's Block: Gifted Ideas
Nov. 18th, 2009 | 01:53 pm
What’s the perfect gift to give to the person who has everything? Sponsored by Best Buy. Find holiday gifts for everyone on your list. |
There's no such thing as having everything...and those who say they do are lacking something...friendship, love, understanding, a smile..etc, etc..so i'd give them that which they are missing..:)
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Writer's Block: Book review
Nov. 18th, 2009 | 01:47 pm
mood: irritated
None! There's so much more to worry about than a book a kid may come across in their school library..as far as inappropriate, a book is hardly as inappropriate as anything else they hear, see or experience in the real world..
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sigh..
Nov. 16th, 2009 | 12:03 am
Not every love story is an epic novel...Some are short stories...But that doesn't make them any less filled with LOVE...
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Writer's Block: Mysterious benefactor
Oct. 29th, 2009 | 01:01 am
mood: 
sympathetic
If you could give a secret gift of any value to one anonymous recipient, who would you choose and what would you give them? Submitted By |
since the value doesn't matter, i would give the gift of an organ to a child needing a new heart, or kidney, etc.
i'm not exactly sure how that process works, but i'm sure it's pricey, and with the way things are right now, i'm sure alot of families cant afford this, so i would donate the money to pay for it.
although there are many kids in need, i know helping at least one can make a difference to a mom or dad :)
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Writer's Block: Nothing to fear but fear itself
Oct. 27th, 2009 | 03:45 am
location: home sweet home
mood: 
tired
being alone.
and i don't mean like being alone in a room.
i mean being alone in life.
not having my parents around.
not getting married.
not having kids.
being alone.
:(
and i don't mean like being alone in a room.
i mean being alone in life.
not having my parents around.
not getting married.
not having kids.
being alone.
:(
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over it..
Oct. 27th, 2009 | 02:58 am
mood: 
angry
one day you're gonna realize that the ONE person you should've never taken for granted is the ONE person you will regret losing.
and when that day comes, you will see how all your years of not giving a shit...all your years of not trying...finally caught up with you.
it's time to let go of your precious pride.
guess you should've chased after me, huh??
and when that day comes, you will see how all your years of not giving a shit...all your years of not trying...finally caught up with you.
it's time to let go of your precious pride.
guess you should've chased after me, huh??
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Writer's Block: Seeing stars
Oct. 27th, 2009 | 01:58 am
mood: 
flirty
Which character from any film, television show, or book would you most like to take on a date and why? Submitted By |
lol, i like this question! it's different...
ok, so from a film, i'd have to say Noah (Ryan Gossling) from The Notebook because his character was so in love with Allie, and was willing to do anything for her, even after she moved away and never heard from her for years. Such a classic love story..i wish all guys were like that! Ha! Wishful thinking, i know! But his character just seemed like such a great guy..
now, from a tv show...there's a few..
first, i'd say Spencer Reid from Criminal Minds..he is soo ridiculously smart, i know there wouldn't be a single boring moment in our date. And he's shy, which i think is adorable!<3
second, i'd say both Chandler and Ross from Friends..lol! They're both hilarious, and i like guys with a sense of humor & i love to laugh..
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Writer's Block: Yes, offense taken
Oct. 26th, 2009 | 03:30 am
It bothers me a lot when ANYONE makes stupid, ignorant remarks. Whether they're my friends/family, or just a random person at the mall. Sad to say, a few of my friends have very different opinions from my own, and frequently make racist remarks, and i always tell them to stop. It's embarrassing to be with them sometimes because i dont want people to think i share their ideas. I'm not like that, they're my friends and they are entitle to their opinion. It does not affect me directly, but i choose to confront them, because it's childish and ignorant to still think this way..
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Writer's Block: Forgive and forget?
Oct. 26th, 2009 | 03:19 am
mood: contemplative
hmm..i dont know if this can count as much of a grudge, but i know that when i'm angry at my boyfriend, i dont get over it fast. no way. no matter how stupid the argument, once im mad, there's no hope until we talk about it, and he thinks the total opposite of me. he figures, if he leaves me alone, i'll "get over it"..and it is sooo not gonna happen! lol..
we've both said things we shouldn't have said, and although i forgave him, i dont forget. i think the longest i've ever been mad at him has been a month...
and, he doesn't have to worry about winning back my friendship, cuz he will always have that. but in order to gain my trust again, he needs to try. he needs to change. he needs to show me, not tell me, what he truly wants.
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Writer's Block: Take the pain away
Oct. 24th, 2009 | 03:51 am
mood: irritated
If you could say anything you want to the person who has hurt you most in life, what would it be? Did you ever confront them? Why or why not? Submitted By |
i submitted this journal question!! :)
when i originally submitted this question, i was angry at my boyfriend. what i wanted to say at that moment was that i hated him. i hated him for having my heart and doing as he pleased with it. one minute i was "the best thing that's ever happened to him", and the next, he was proving himself wrong. yes i have confronted him. and if i could say anything i want to him now, i'd say "i love you"..because i do.
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found this quote....thought it was cute
Oct. 1st, 2009 | 07:24 pm
I'm afraid to love..
afraid to love so fast..
because every time i fall in love,
it never seems to last..
afraid to love so fast..
because every time i fall in love,
it never seems to last..
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rambling...
Sep. 27th, 2009 | 11:51 pm
mood: unwanted
we sort of ended things last week. it wasnt pretty. how can he end a 6 yr. relationship so abruptly? without putting any effort into working things out? with no sadness? hardly any words?
why is it that when the tables are turned, everything that person's done in the past is "not the same"? me having male friends was a problem, but it was ok when he talked to his EXES..how is that any better?
UGHHHH..i hate men sometimes...boys, actually cuz thats wat they are...
i know im better off without him...but why does it hurt so much?
i know i dont need him...but why do i feel like i do?
i know there's someone out there who will treat me right...but why do i feel like this was my only chance?
why is it that when the tables are turned, everything that person's done in the past is "not the same"? me having male friends was a problem, but it was ok when he talked to his EXES..how is that any better?
UGHHHH..i hate men sometimes...boys, actually cuz thats wat they are...
i know im better off without him...but why does it hurt so much?
i know i dont need him...but why do i feel like i do?
i know there's someone out there who will treat me right...but why do i feel like this was my only chance?
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Writer's Block: Sleep on it
Sep. 27th, 2009 | 11:41 pm
mood: 
sad
music: watcha say by jason derulo
have i ever said anything ive regretted?? kinda sorta...i told my ex (when we were 2gether) that i hated him...we were fighting..we both said some mean things..but at that exact moment, i honestly felt like i HATED him..is it possible to hate someone you love with all your heart, and you're afraid to be without?? im so sick of him treating me like i mean nothing to him. so the words sort of just spilled out of my mouth. i regret it because i know if he were to tell me something like that, i would be devastated. and just to know that he was hurt made me feel bad.but at the same time, how can i feel bad for sumthing i honestly felt? i hated him for hurting me. i hated him for taking me for granted. i hated him for not trying in the relationship...
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Writer's Block: Would you want a do-over?
Sep. 24th, 2009 | 09:43 pm
mood: disappointed
i wouldnt start today over again because nothing really exciting happened that i would like to re-live. and what i would like to fix, cant be fixed with just today.
therefore, i think i would want a "do-over" for the year. if i would have known that things would never change with him, i wouldnt have even started talking to him again. i wouldnt have allowed him back into my life. after everything he's put me through. to continue to feel like im the only who cares, seems a little pointless now. i couldve left things the way they were. i had gone six months without talking to him. six long, hard months, but i did it. and for what? everything i did to not think about him..is useless now...
id like to think if i had a chance to re-start the year, i would have done things differently...
hmm..one can only wonder, right? =/
therefore, i think i would want a "do-over" for the year. if i would have known that things would never change with him, i wouldnt have even started talking to him again. i wouldnt have allowed him back into my life. after everything he's put me through. to continue to feel like im the only who cares, seems a little pointless now. i couldve left things the way they were. i had gone six months without talking to him. six long, hard months, but i did it. and for what? everything i did to not think about him..is useless now...
id like to think if i had a chance to re-start the year, i would have done things differently...
hmm..one can only wonder, right? =/
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Hmmm...
Sep. 24th, 2009 | 09:34 pm
mood: thoughtful
..Sometimes I wish I could just be a little kid again...so when life gets tough you can just play pretend...I wanna go back to when Santa did exist...when your daddy was the only boy you ever kissed....when Disney World was the best place to be....when the only movies you could see were rated G....when your biggest problem was learning to write your name and people didn't change...and your friends stayed the same....and every time you were sad or you had a bad day, you could just run to mommy and it would all be okay...I wanna go back to no HURT...and no PAIN...just LAUGHTER....when everyone always lives HAPPILY EVER AFTER....
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